HURT FEELING

Screams, yells, cries, anger...
It was only in front of the doctor that I realized the abandonment. My abandonment.
I abandoned myself. I gave up my health, I gave up my joy, I gave up my self-esteem.
I resisted, I questioned, I didn’t believe it. Open wounds.
After a few months, I find myself balanced, but still facing the feelings trying to bring me down, to make me angry, to make me fall.